"Tomorrow" from bottom of my heart..

Tomorrow I'm gonna leave here.
I'm gonna let you go and walk away like every day I said I would.
And tomorrow, I'm gonna listen.
To that voice of reason inside my head telling me that we're no good.

But tonight I'm gonna give in one last time.
Rock you strong in these arms of mine.
Forget all the regrets that are bound to follow.
We're like fire and gasoline.
I'm no good for you.
You're no good for me.
We only bring each other tears and sorrow.
But tonight, I'm gonna love you like there's no tomorrow.

Tomorrow I'll be stronger.
I'm not gonna break down and call you up when my heart cries out for you.
And tomorrow, you won't believe it,
but when I pass your house,
I won't stop no matter how bad I want to.

Baby when we're good, you know we're great.
But there's too much bad for us to think that there's anything worth trying to save.

Tomorrow, I'm gonna leave here.
I'm gonna let you go and walk away like every day I said I would.

I could live a little better with the myths and the lies,
When the darkness broke in, I just broke down and cried.
I could live a little in a wider line,
When the change is gone, when the urge is gone,
To lose control. When here we come.

Love Will Tear Us Apart

When routine bites hard,
And ambitions are low,
And resentment rides high,
But emotions won't grow,
And we're changing our ways,
Taking different roads.

Then love, love will tear us apart again.

Why is the bedroom so cold?
You've turned away on your side.
Is my timing that flawed?
Our respect runs so dry.
Yet there's still this appeal
That we've kept through our lives.

But love, love will tear us apart again.

You cry out in your sleep,
All my failings exposed.
And there's a taste in my mouth,
As desperation takes hold.
Just that something so good
Just can't function no more.

But love, love will tear us apart again.
Love, love will tear us apart again.

Love

One's first love is always perfect until one meets one's second love.

Baby when you're gone.....

I've been wandering around the house all night
wondering what the hell to do
Yeah, I'm trying to concentrate but all I can think of is you
well the phone don't ring 'cause my friends ain't home
I'm tired of being all alone
Got the tv on 'cause the radio's playing
songs that remind me of you

Baby when you're gone, I realize I'm in love
days go on and on, and the nights just seem so long
Even food don't taste that good, drink ain't doing what it should
things just feel so wrong, baby when you're gone

I keep driving up and down these streets
trying to find somewhere to go
Yeah i'm looking for a familiar face, but there's no one I know
oh, this is torture, this is pain, it feels like I'm gonna go insane
I hope you're coming back real soon, 'cause i don't know what to do

Baby when you're gone, I realize I'm in love
days go on and on, and the nights just seem so long
Even food don't taste that good, drink ain't doing what it should
things just feel so wrong, baby when you're gone

Love & Death

To love is to suffer. To avoid suffering, one must not love. But, then one suffers from not loving. Therefore, to love is to suffer, not to love is to suffer, to suffer is to suffer. To be happy is to love, to be happy, then, is to suffer, but suffering makes one unhappy, therefore, to be unhappy one must love, or love to suffer, or suffer from too much happiness — I hope you're getting this down. ~ Woody Allen 'Love&Death' 1975.

Coffee + Rain = good life

Coffee..Coffee...

The experience of sitting on the side of the window, watching rain drop falling on the ground, taking the 1st rain wind on my face and sipping hot coffee...is one thing I enjoy most in rains of Mumbai...

Rain is not only drops of water,
it is the love of the sky for earth
they never meet each other but
send love this way....
Its the love of the nature...

Happy Monsoon...

Free Unfree Me

Hide & Seek

Sun and Clouds playing the game of Hide & Seek

This picture reminds me how much we run and try to run from things, things which we love dearly and things which are valueless, we run and hide from them , sometimes for fun, and most of the time to just wait and see what destiny have in mind.

my painting... my art..

wait...

If only I can tell how much I hate waiting for few thing to happen in life, even after knowing how much i deserve it.. ..... :(

you can buy with a coffee...

Urma - Buy me with a coffee lyrics

Instead of wasting gifts around
Instead of losing all we have
Instead of dreaming of a man you'll never have
You'd better breathe with me and feel...

Instead of planning and debating
Instead of shaping my own dreams
Instead of dreaming of a son you'll never have
You'd better breathe with me and feel...

You can buy me with a coffee
I'm so cheap...

Instead of letting distance talk
Instead of losing all we have
Instead of dreaming of a man I'll never be
You'd better breathe with me and feel...

Instead of judging day and night
Instead of wasted time on both sides
Instead of guessing what the hell went wrong with me
You'd better breathe with me and feel...

You can buy me with a coffee
I'm so cheap...

I'll say Goodbye to Love by Carpenters

I'll say goodbye to love
No one ever cared if I should live or die
Time and time again the chance for love has passed me by
And all I know of love is how to live without it

I just cant seem to find it
So I've made my mind up
I must live my life alone
And though its not the easy way
I guess I’ve always know
I'll say goodbye to love

There are no tomorrows for this heart of mine
Surely time will lose these bitter memories
And I'll find that there is someone to believe in
And to live for something I could live for

All the years of useless search
Have finally reached an end
Loneliness and empty days will be my only friend
From this day love is forgotten
I'll go on as best I can
What lies in the future is a mystery to us all
No one can predict the wheel of fortune as it falls

There may come a time when I will see that I’ve been wrong
But for now this is my song
And its goodbye to love
Ill say goodbye to love

It's okay, to think about ending.........

Today I came to work in the common computer room.. and saw this song on the desktop..its called .....'It's okay, to think about ending'

The 1st thought came to mind after listing to this song was is it really okay to think if its a end?? then , doesn't it mean that we will be running away and expecting failure... without even trying...
this song tells us that if you think of ending it okay because nothings more important than you yourself ...

I believe that only I and only I can take care of myself ..because only I know whats happening with me and inside me. I can only put things right and make them wrong.... but if I think about the end how will I see what is right thing??? how will i know when should i stop?? or should i??

I feel like stopping but also know if i did now then will not see whats ahead... I might miss something good..or face more bad things ahead....

I know people say 'Whatever happens, happens for best and no matter if its the best or worst things happened to you' and all.... but how will i make my heart that strong? which has become so hard already...

So decided will stop for a while,get myself together and start again...
I will decide my end..and not force myself to end..


The lyrics of the songs :

It's okay, to think about ending
And it's okay, to not even start
Put it away, wait 'til tomorrow
Put it away, and take care of your heart
of your heart

It's okay, to stay here forever
And it's okay to read in the dark
Put it away, wait 'til tomorrow
Put it away, and take care of your heart
of your heart
Just for a while, I'd seen you smile

Video on YouTupe :

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=92PwBFVn7Vk

Invictus

Out of the night that covers me,
Black as the pit from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods may be
For my unconquerable soul.

In the fell clutch of circumstance
I have not winced nor cried aloud.
Under the bludgeonings of chance
My head is bloody, but unbowed.

Beyond this place of wrath and tears
Looms but the Horror of the shade,
And yet the menace of the years
Finds and shall find me unafraid.

It matters not how strait the gate,
How charged with punishments the scroll,
I am the master of my fate:
I am the captain of my soul.