Somebody I used to know...

i am badly addicted to this song.. may be bcoz this explains my conditions word to word..



Now and then I think of when we were together
Like when you said you felt so happy you could die
Told myself that you were right for me
But felt so lonely in your company
But that was love and it's an ache I still remember

You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness
Like resignation to the end
Always the end
So when we found that we could not make sense
Well you said that we would still be friends
But I'll admit that I was glad that it was over

But you didn't have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened
And that we were nothing
And I don't even need your love
But you treat me like a stranger
And that feels so rough
You didn't have to stoop so low
Have your friends collect your records
And then change your number
I guess that I don't need that though
Now you're just somebody that I used to know

Now and then I think of all the times you screwed me over
But had me believing it was always something that I'd done
But I don't want to live that way
Reading into every word you say
You said that you could let it go
And I wouldn't catch you hung up on somebody that you used to know

But you didn't have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened
And that we were nothing
And I don't even need your love
But you treat me like a stranger
And that feels so rough
You didn't have to stoop so low
Have your friends collect your records
And then change your number
I guess that I don't need that though
Now you're just somebody that I used to know

I used to know
That I used to know

Somebody . . .

Are You Lonesome Tonight?

Are You Lonesome Tonight?
Do you miss me tonight?
Are you sorry we drifted apart?
Does your memory stray
To a bright summer day
When I kissed you and called you sweetheart?
Do the chairs in your parlor seem empty and bare?
Do you gaze at your doorstep
And picture me there?
Is your heart filled with pain,
Shall I come back again?
Tell me, dear, Are You Lonesome Tonight?

I wonder if youre lonesome tonight
You know someone said that the world's a stage
And we each must play a part.
Fate had me playing in love with you as my sweet heart.
Act one was when we met, I loved you at first glance
You read your lines so cleverly and never missed a cue
Then came act 2, you seemed to change, you acted strange
And why Ive never known.
Honey, you lied when you said you loved me
And I had no cause to doubt you.
But I'd rather go on hearing your lies
Than to go on living without you.
Now the stage is bare and I'm standing there
With emptiness all around
And if you won't come back to me
Then they can bring the curtain down.


Is your heart filled with pain?
Shall I come back again?
Tell me, dear, Are You Lonesome Tonight?

Maine Mere Jaana

Tu aaja...tu aaja...aa...
mujhko meri sajaa...tu...sunaaja..

vo aahein ..haan vo aansu...
mere hisse ke mujhko rulaaja....
sapne.. tere saare... jinme me....
rahti....thi...e...e...
tukde banke mere.. jakhm...
sine me kar gaye...ho...

maine mere jaana.... kyu..nahi jaana...
ishq tera... dard tera...ho...o..o... [2]

akele... akele...rah gayi bin tere yun...akele...
me tadpun......yaaa me tarsun....
ya ..chali aaun me paas tere...

itni.. tanhaayi hai..zindagi......... kho...gayi....
baatein karne saari.. aa rahi.. hun...tujhse hi...ho..

maine mere jaana.... abb..hai.. jaana...
ishq tera... dard tera..haye.. [2]

tu jo gaya....aa....haaal ye mera rehta hai...
dil ye meraaaa...khud se hi tanha... rahta hai....

And i feel too.. lonely yea..
There's a better place from this emptiness...
And i’m tooo lonely yea..
There's a better place from this emptiness.. yei yei yei ya….

good thought for this year

“The goal of life is to make your heartbeat match the beat of the universe, to match your nature with nature.”

- Joseph Campbell

new year..new job...new start to life...

This year started with surprising news...cant really say bad or good... specially after me losing my camera with all the amazing memories I had capture of my family trip on new years celebration.... later same week I joined a new job my dream company... I am introduced to new lifestyle...new routine...hectic but new..

There is this sudden want of learning new things and faster...feeling of doing things which I like and need to make them perfect... curiosity to know more and do more.. but is the time enough... well with my very very busy traveling schedule i hardly get time with my family and with myself....
but then the year hasn't gone yet.. so y worry about things which i know will be with me for long...

Its just a start of a new year... new job and new start to my life.... so crossing my figures and hoping that i will do all that i want to.. and i will..

looking for brighter future..today n tomorrow...

"Tomorrow" from bottom of my heart..

Tomorrow I'm gonna leave here.
I'm gonna let you go and walk away like every day I said I would.
And tomorrow, I'm gonna listen.
To that voice of reason inside my head telling me that we're no good.

But tonight I'm gonna give in one last time.
Rock you strong in these arms of mine.
Forget all the regrets that are bound to follow.
We're like fire and gasoline.
I'm no good for you.
You're no good for me.
We only bring each other tears and sorrow.
But tonight, I'm gonna love you like there's no tomorrow.

Tomorrow I'll be stronger.
I'm not gonna break down and call you up when my heart cries out for you.
And tomorrow, you won't believe it,
but when I pass your house,
I won't stop no matter how bad I want to.

Baby when we're good, you know we're great.
But there's too much bad for us to think that there's anything worth trying to save.

Tomorrow, I'm gonna leave here.
I'm gonna let you go and walk away like every day I said I would.

I could live a little better with the myths and the lies,
When the darkness broke in, I just broke down and cried.
I could live a little in a wider line,
When the change is gone, when the urge is gone,
To lose control. When here we come.