Walk away

You walked into the room,
And you said that its over.
But you keep saying its over, over and over again.
But this time you meant it, and I really felt it
I knew that this was bound to end. 

So go ahead, walk out the door.
I don't really care because I've been there before.
You wasted my time and I wasted yours,
So just leave me now. 

Walk away
I don't need you
Walk away
I know that you don't need me too
We weren't meant to be so just stay away from me
Walk away, walk away. 

I used to be so blind,
But I never did know it
And even if you really cared just a little
Why didn't you show it?
Now you're in my past
It all ended so fast
I'm so glad we decided to throw it all away
So go ahead, walk out the door.
I don't really care because I've been there before.
You wasted my time and I wasted yours
So just leave me now. 

Walk away
I don't need you
Walk away
I know that you don't need me too
We weren't meant to be so just stay away from me
Walk away, walk away.

-Mali

"First Day Of My Life"

"First Day Of My Life"

This is the first day of my life

Swear I was born right in the doorway

I went out in the rain suddenly everything changed

They're spreading blankets on the beach

Yours is the first face that I saw

I think I was blind before I met you

Now I don't know where I am

I don't know where I've been

But I know where I want to go

And so I thought I'd let you know

That these things take forever

I especially am slow

But I realize that I need you

And I wondered if I could come home

Remember the time you drove all night

Just to meet me in the morning

And I thought it was strange you said everything changed

You felt as if you'd just woke up

And you said "this is the first day of my life

I'm glad I didn't die before I met you

But now I don't care I could go anywhere with you

And I'd probably be happy"

So if you want to be with me

With these things there's no telling

We just have to wait and see

But I'd rather be working for a paycheck

Than waiting to win the lottery

Besides maybe this time is different

I mean I really think you like me

RIDE...

I just wanna stay in the sun where I find
I know it's hard sometimes
Pieces of peace in sun's peace of mind
I know it's hard sometimes
Yeah, I think about the end just way too much
But it's fun to fantasize
All my enemies who wouldn't wish who I was
But it's fun to fantasize

Oh, oh, I'm falling so I'm taking my time on my ride
Oh, I'm falling so I'm taking my time on my ride
Taking my time on my ride

I'd die for you, that's easy to say
We have a list of people that we would take
A bullet for them, a bullet for you
A bullet for everybody in this room
But I don't seem to see many bullets coming through
See many bullets coming through
Metaphorically, I'm the man
But literally, I don't know what I'd do

I'd live for you, and that's hard to do
Even harder to say when you know it's not true
Even harder to write when you know that tonight
There are people back home which are talking to you
But then you ignore them still
All these questions they're forming
Like who would you live for, who would you die for
And would you ever kill?

Oh, oh, I'm falling so I'm taking my time on my ride
Oh, I'm falling so I'm taking my time on my ride
Taking my time on my ride

I've been thinking too much
I've been thinking too much, help me
I've been thinking too much, I've been thinking too much

Ab Tak Safar Acha Raha... (Journey so far and plan ahead)

I have been thinking a lot about this to do next in life.  I am kinda person who likes to go into the flow of things.  But always have the general plan ahead of the next few steps.  These words describe my condition of life so far.  

Aankhon ki sipiyon mein
samet lun inhe
khona jaye kahi yeh pal
palko ko khol dun
dekhne ko inhe
jhalak na jaaye 
lagta hain darr

choti choti khushiyon ke liye kyu 
tarse yeh lamhe
badi badi chot khake aye hain 
safar milon ka tay karke
lagti hai har hasi pani ke
bulbulo si aaj
udd udd kar mud jaate hain 
falak se jab milne
thak kar kabhi jab do ghari 
ruk jaati hun
peeche kabhi mud kar yuhi 
dekh leti hun
ab tak safar acha raha 
iss modh se jaaye kahan
raaste me jo bhi ho 
dhoondungi main apna jahaan

khwaaishe kya manzile 
kya hoti hai sapne
ajnabi the jo raaste 
ab ban gaye apne
fikar ura ke ab chalun main 
in baadlon ke paas
udd udd kar mud jaate hain 
parinde jaha sapno se mil
thak kar kabhi jab do ghari 
ruk jaati hun 
peeche kabhi mud kar yuhi 
dekh leti hun
ab tak safar acha raha 
iss modh se jaaye kahan
raaste me jo bhi ho 
dhoondungi main apna jahaan

New thought.

Plan in decades. Think in years. Work in months. Live in days.

Within

There are so many things that I don't understand

There's a world within me that I cannot explain
Many rooms to explore, but the doors look the same
I am lost I can't even remember my name

I've been, for sometime, looking for someone
Fighting to know them
Please tell me who I am

Where are the thoughts to try to keep?
Then I wonder why

Happy new year... 2015

“Thank Life For Happening, Thank Every Twist And Turn, There Is A Reason For Every Single Thing, There Is A Reason For Every Worry And Concern.” - Dante Jannicelli